06/08/07

Damn, damn, DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!! Who wouldve thought that I would return after over a year!!!   Well, all of you guys know what happened between me and that ho in August of last year. (yeah, yeah, yeah...) I know, you can't turn a crackwhore into a housewife.  But that's ok.  Of course I always walk out with the exclamation point in the end *innocent look* hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe............let's just say I'm just typical old me.  But anyway, I haven't been on this site since I deleted my old myspace page back in September (thank you, upstate NY stalker!!!!) and when I wanted to get a chance to be on here to up regards of the passing of my cat Buffy and my uncle Angelo, my days started to change, and it all happened on September 17th.  This is gonna be long, so take the time to read it, like you have a busy schedule.....PLEEEEEAASSSSE!!!

September 2006

Yea, im single again -__- , but then only to be miserable two days later to hear that my uncle died. :(   Yea, what a summer I tell ya.  It just gets better to find out how this bitch from upstate NY is pissing the hell outta me so bad that she actually got mad at me for other girls to leave me comments on my MySpace page.  Then she wonders why I deleted it and kept the Music page.  The bitch doesn't even go out with me and she gets mad at me for friends of mine to leave me a comment.  Yea, thanks a lot you nut, made me lose over 1400 friends.  But anyway, just to get shit outta my mind, I decided to give Dariusz' ex Sam a call.  Don't ask me why, but something told me to give her a call  So I did, only to end up talking to this 16 year old constantly hitting me up after I hung out with Dariusz's ex girlfriend Samantha.  We made plans to meet up in Jersey Gardens the 17th.  Then on that exact day, she calls me up saying she's bringing someone along with her.  I was like ok thats cool, at the same time was like oh boy gotta really look decent lol.  We meet at the DDR machine (of course played some b4 they met up with me) and I also meet her friend, Ashley.  I thought she was scared of me or thought I was ugly as hell, so I was like ok Im here to have fun and just chill.  Of course, I was being me with the progressive state of a sick mind and having all these comments, and I think she got offended to one of them, which I really didnt care because that's all me, being a silly wise ass.  Well, before we crashed the chocolate factory to pay Jackie, Daisy, and Dennis a visit, Something happened on the way to the willy wonka shop.  Yeah, yeah, just say it already, but all we did was hold hands.......which I was kinda surprised after that comment I said that probaly pissed her off or something.  But anyway, we made it to the chocolate factory.  Daisy, and Jackie were in, and Dennis was somewhere.  Of course, Jackie & Daisy was like oooh we know who likes you.  Yep, I wouldve never expected to have someone I thought was scared of me actually have a crush on me <3333333.  So then I end up going to the back and Jackie goes in a few seconds later asking me who's Brittany and who's Ashley.  I told her Brit is the one with the glasses and Ashley is the one with the My Chemical Romance shirt on.  Then Daisy comes to the back and says, the girl in the MCR shirt likes you.  I'm like, yea, but its just a crush, I plan to just talk with her and then go out with her later.  So then I decided to leave the mall, since me and my brother are going to Hooters to watch Unforgiven, and when I saw Brit and Ash waiting for me, yet something else happens in front of the store.  I take a look at Ash and Ash looks at me.  I put my arm around her and she puts her head on my shoulders.  Ok......she's not mad at me about the comment...sweetness :)  We then leave the mall and into my car.  Somehow, I ended up being ahead of them and wait about 10 seconds in the car.  During those 10 seconds, I was saying to myself, "Watch these chicks go to the back of the car and not sit in the front with me.....like I'm an ugly big ass gorilla or something."  Guess who ends up in the front......................Ashley!!! :)  We then pick up my brother and drop the girls back to Linden, and when it was just me and Ashley in the car, I gave her a hug and said it was nice meeting you.................................until the hug kept going longer, felt tighter, and me saying "should I kiss her?  If I do, would she think I'm desperate?"  So my lips were kinda chillin in the air but then Ashley's lips were a little bit near mine.  The pressure was feeling heavier, I really wanted to kiss her.  The hug was making my heart beat faster, my blood flow quicker, and my breath skip............................................until my sorry ass older drunken douchebag of a brother FUCKED IT ALL UP!!!  His famous "Oh hell no, you ain't gonna get any!" line killed every moment I mentioned.  That punk just wanted to go to Hooters to look at ass and titties.  Then to make it worse, when me and my brother went to Hooters after dropping Ash and Brit off home, guess what name our waitress was................yea, you're right...............ASHLEY!  That's all I've been hearing from him that night.........Aaaassssshhhlllllleeyyyyyyyy!!  Dammit!! But anyway, as soon as I got home and charged my phone, I recieved a text from her saying she had a good time and it was nice meeting me and telling me sweet dreams with a :) after it.  The next day even got more interesting as I texted her back saying it was nice meeting you too and we should hang out again.  She then replies saying she'd love to, but then warned me that she had a crush on me.  Wow, here I am thought she was scared of me, but turns out she really likes me :D  So then we made plans to go to NYC the 23rd.

September 23, 2006:  The Big Day

8am, rise and shine, getting my hair trimmed and highlighted, ooking all fresh, and nervous at the same time.  Yep, I'm gonna hang out with Ashley today.  Even though this is just a chill day for me, it's technically a date, knowing we have crushes on each other.  Went to the barber shop getting my highlights done, while waiting for the frost to dry, I gave Ashley a text saying if the plans were still on.  She said yes, and as soon I was done from the barber shop, my ass went straight to Linden.  I arrive at her house and see her walking out.  She had her hair tied back, wearing a world tour shirt, tripps, and her black and pink DC's.  While me was black button shirt, my tripps and converses.   We gave each other a hug and drove to the train station.  As soon as I park my car and lock up, we hold hands again walking to the station.  As we get our tickets, the train decided to arrive.  Lucky we had our tickets printed out in time, but we still hauled ass to get in.  As soon as we sit, we cuddled and talked to get to know more about us.  When the train stopped at the Elizabeth station.................yea, yea.  You probaly know this line by now......something happened on the way there.  I said "hey" and she said "hey" and after that.....the moment that I wanted to do later in the city happened on the train, as she came out of nowhere and kissed me.  I didnt know what to do at that instant, but I played it off.  Kinda like the instant on how you somehow fall off a moving train, but you manage to grapple on and climb back in scratch free, that's what it felt kind of, as my lips were connected with Ashley's but didnt do any movement when she locked her lips on mine on that split second.  Throughout that moment after, our lips wouldn't leave each other that whole train ride.  We arrive in NYC, and we had a great time.  NOTE:  If you plan to ask a girl out, DO NOT ask her out in the subway.  She couldnt hear me from the noise and thought I asked her to go somewhere else instead of going out with me, and I get a "I don't care" response.  Yeah, dumbass move to do.  But later on we ended up in the movies to see Jackass 2.  Then after the movies, we ended up bowling till 1:30 in the morning.  You hought our lips didnt wanna leave each other in the train, well neithr the bowling alley.  There was this one moment when we were kissing on the lane, and she told me "Everytime I kiss you , I just have one thing to tell you.......don't go."  Hunny, you have my word, and till this day, I'm keeping that word in my heart and it won't EVER leave it.  <3333333333333333333333333. 

Okay, now you read the whole thing, so STOP BITCHING THAT IT WAS TOO LONG!!!!!  I told you I haven't been updating this page in a while, so get used to it!  Oh, and by the way, I'm using my music page as a default myspace.  The link is below here.

www.myspace.com/djd21

Well, gotta go.  I'ma try to upload at least ONE current picture of me and upload a pic of me and Ashley.  But for now, I'm stuck at work, doing major calls, so, yea............P.L.U.R. to ya!!